“We also, when building a relationship with people, believe
that they are real. What a psychopath does is they weave a picture of a person
that’s really a dream. It’s a spirit. It’s not real...When the psychopath is done
with you, they leave. They’ve never had a bond with you. It’s all been a game…feeling
no empathy…” Paul Babiak, psychologist, author of Snakes in Suits in I Am Fishead
I've showed this film to a friend of mine who has worked in mega corporations, and been subsequently laid off for his personable style of mitigating interrelationships between different interest groups. Simply put, he was not a megalomaniac nor a psychopath, increasingly necessary prerequisites for keeping one's job in the field of human indecency, the corporate world.
I live in a city where oil corporations run amuck, seen as the life of the party, and there are Fisheads among us here, this is a city ruled by psychopaths, and the status quo lauds them. My friend, mentioned above, who worked for an oil company described their worldview well, "they are a storage and pipeline facility, and their worldview is as narrow as one looking down a pipeline."
Lived to the final digression into creative madness
I've showed this film to a friend of mine who has worked in mega corporations, and been subsequently laid off for his personable style of mitigating interrelationships between different interest groups. Simply put, he was not a megalomaniac nor a psychopath, increasingly necessary prerequisites for keeping one's job in the field of human indecency, the corporate world.
I live in a city where oil corporations run amuck, seen as the life of the party, and there are Fisheads among us here, this is a city ruled by psychopaths, and the status quo lauds them. My friend, mentioned above, who worked for an oil company described their worldview well, "they are a storage and pipeline facility, and their worldview is as narrow as one looking down a pipeline."
________
Arctic light fills the top of the room with a brittle
delicacy, like the tooth of a gentle jaw in the unknown hours of a white night.
I sit across from a well-known theatre music composer. In his characteristic
black jacket, he eyes me with the filling presence of boreal light, as a friend
in the mysterious haunts of a northern dream. I’m at work on an essay. The
title marks a conscious turnabout towards the psychic rush of art in the
unconscious; a memory become prophecy as the light dims and the man disappears
with my thought.
Arctic fox in winter mountain by Magne Håland |
Leaving my room for the main complex of the northern
university, I feel on edge as concave walls cut with sharp angles into
grass-laden gardens, while up above the window glass refracts the incessant sun
with chilling delight. As I move through a room, I am accosted for passing over
an international boundary.
Mikak and Tukauk by John Russell |
An Inuit woman breathes with intensive definition as she
explains the national boundary, seemingly on the grounds of the school. With a bright
empathy, I willingly and pleasantly follow the guidelines and roam across the
border daily, with attention and respect for the defense of physical
difference.
________
Throughout the sanctified fields of one human homeLived to the final digression into creative madness
The right to be
As connected as all beings
With electric happiness
Outside
As connected as all beings
With electric happiness
Outside
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